B.. Please read this

It's been awhile that i posted something here.. I dont know where to start.. I have no idea our relationship becomes like this. I know it is my fault entirely.. I am too obsessed with you. Coz i love you sooo much B.. I would never love anyone else but u.. Remember 9 years ago when we first met. I remember exactly your first sentence that came out from your mouth "ermm u smell nice" i just smiled and laughed. Without seeing u, i've already fallen in love with your voice and everything about you B..

We have gone through a lot B.. And i am really sorry coz i went to Sabah early this year.. I shouldnt have gone and i know that i've hurt u.. Im sorry B.. I didnt mean to hurt u.. How can i hurt someone that i love soooo much... But i can guarantee you, when i was there, i only think of u.. And no one else.. 

Life is unfair but do we have to go through the rough patches just because we are hopeless? We can do something about it. It is up to us.. 

People make mistakes B.. And i make mistakes too.. In fact a lot.. I dont know what to say but i want to change B.. I want to be the perfect person for u.. I want to make you happy.. Coz i love u so much.. I dont want to be sad anymore, i dont want to make u stress.. I pledge i dont want to make u stress.. U have done sooo much to me.. U have been so kind and i miss when u laugh at me.. I miss when u make stupid jokes.. And i miss US.. U r the reason why i smile today.. U r the reason why i wake up every morning and look forward to seeing u.. And i love u so much.. And im sorry B..

Please forgive me.. 

Xoxo,

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